Guilt.

Life after work...otherwise known as "I feel like a terrible person with each hour that passes because I'm not doing anything to contribute to society, or our bank account."
Granted, it's only been two weeks. And in one of those weeks I had a high school friend visit. (She just left yesterday) And next week is Thanksgiving, during which I'll be up north visting friends. But soon it will be a complete month of unemployment for me. Is this fair?

I feel a lot of guilt about this job situation. My poor Gorilla is working seven days a week in a desert, eating the same foods day after day, working 16 hour days, and living a very, very monotonous life with a rifle as his only sidekick. So it's understandable that I feel a little guilty about not working, right?

I feel like I'm taking advantage of my husband. (and not in the way that he would like) I know he loves me, he wants me to be happy, and he would do anything necessary to provide for me, but I still feel guilty. That's why I need to start doing something productive with my days.

Something that doesn't include watching hours of the Office, playing Guitar Hero, and consuming toxic amounts of Diet Dr. Peppers.
Any ideas?